You are so blessed. Don’t ever forget that. God has kept you, and kept you, and kept you over and over again. Many of the things you once prayed for, cried for, waited for, they are all reality now. You’re so blessed!
In all your going forward & wanting more, don’t forget to stand still and look back. Soak in the kindness and faithfulness of God over your lifetime and from there give Him thanks. Consider not only the answered prayers you prayed, but also the ones you didn’t pray. Then consider the things you prayed for, yet are glad today you did not get. And, think also about how far you’ve come in your relationship with Him. You can “hear” & “see” now! You’re awake! You’re free! When you really think about it, God’s been good to you! Real good! You are so blessed!
I bet that if you take a little time and consider how blessed you are, how good & faithful God’s been to you, you’d laugh at the concerns you have today. “What is wrong with me?!,”you’d say. “I am blessed!”
You really are blessed and highly favored, more than a conquer, a city set on a hill that can not be hidden! His Beloved! Look at you, you are so blessed!